the go between

i'm at a crossroads.  stuck between the one that was and whatever will be.  when good news drops, i pause.  for 10 years, i called him.  he celebrated my achievements.  patted me on my back.  but now... it doesn't feel right.  i'll tell him if it's relevant, but it's not the first call.  and it feels kind of weird.  #seperationrealness